Resolve -
I need to feel,
To breathe,
Perhaps even
To be born again.
"Son," he said,
"I'm sorry you've
Lost your teenage years" -
Well yes, and so am I.
Allow me to feel,
To breathe,
Perhaps even
Reform again and -
Resolve.
Red tendrils in the snow
I'm fainting into winter
Pianos -> keyboards
Breaking free
Into surreality
Jump at every twitch
Twitch at every jump
I can't touch you
Or make you mine
Through electricity
Evasion -> reciprocity?
I may have the strength,
However bitter,
To channel my way
Through one more winter
AllthewhitehorsesarestillinbedItellyouthatI'llalwayswantyounearyousaythatthingschangemydear.
Another strip of tape. Around the corner, there. Fold that up, nice and even, so it'll hold. Even if it's wrinkled. Even if it's torn. It'll be fine. It's just going to be ripped open one day, anyway, so maybe no one will notice. Just as long as it holds until then. One more strip of tape...
I have to keep it from falling apart. What if someone pokes it, and it rips at the front? What if the tape comes up in the back? What if the paper is too loose? If I tape it too much, it'll lift up the color in those little meaningless shreds of paper that become shifted into the tape. Then everyone would know that it was placed down right there, all nic
metallic clasps and static
hold us back
together
back
together
i cant tell if youre here or not and yet im keenly aware of
every
movement
every
movement
i would trade sound for sight
sight for touch
touch for warmth
warmth for urgency
urgeny for eternity
cant you be mine yet
cant you be mine yet
cant you be mine yet
cant you be mine yet
Wholeness and
Entirety through
The boldness of
Purity joined
Words escape me,
My sweetest,
Through the fleetest of heartbeats
Your hands in my hands
And our souls aligned
You give the sun a reason to shine
Your touch is the caress of the wind,
And I'd trade every grain of the sands of time
To hold your body close to mine -
Inside - our secrets,
Worlds collide
The time for forever rushes in with heavy sighs
Every hot, bated breath holds a sense of what's coming next
Wholeness and
Entirety through
The boldness of
Purity joined
Sleep is beyond me. Rubbish - this unrelenting indulgence to create, create, create
everything
that gnaws away at me even after years of suppression. Understand that there is nothing more meaningful to me than piercing the darkness. Coral snakes in pretty shapes, turquoise if I can spell it, are all insignificant amongst the ringing tin strings of devils. Alluvium of the soul - forbidden by comparison in light of serendipity. Scratching, scraping, tossing, rustling,
everything
that bumps in the night. Bump -
Everything
forms, concurrent in flawed stature, from subconscious thoughts which are locked and pain
You are every single blade of grass
As I am every drop of rain
The mist is our canvas
And the smoke is our silence
You are every piece of the sky's grace
As I am every bit of the wind's wicked follies
The leaves are our heralds
And the saplings are our blood
Where are you going, the spark in my life
I'll say I won't mind if you take me
And break me of all these mortal feelings inside
And lie with me tonight with your heart by mine
And lie with me tonight with your eyes on mine
And lie with me tonight with your hands in mine
And lie with me tonight and be lost in time
And pray with me
And pray with me
No matter what I say, or where we end up
Nothing could erase what we've known in each other
I think of you every day, because
You remind me of what I need
You remind me of why I believe
You remind me of everything, girl
Why can't you just be with me
So pray with me
So pray with me
A
I need to learn how to let go of my inhibitions and just...be. I need to stop looking to meet the expectations of others or, hell, even myself. there's more to this life than that, there has to be. I have too much to say to censor myself. too many tomorrows to be concerned about yesterday. I'm still working on finding myself.
speak your mind. speak my mind.